Saturday, April 16, 2005

High Anxiety

No, I'm not reviewing the Mel Brooks movie. Just sort of anxious...on edge.
I'm still not convinced one way or the other whether the "effects" of quitting smoking are physical or psychological...or both.
A lot going on with me right now. I'm very mentally spread out. All I mean by that is that I keep turning my focus to something else every few minutes. I guess just trying to occupy myself with anything but smoking or eating (a potentially dangerous substitute for smoking).
The real test will be tonight at the Cooks'. If I can get through being around them smoking, I should be ok.
One hour at a time.

Two days, 5 hours, 28 minutes.
89 cigarettes not smoked, saving $22.28.
Life saved: 7 hours, 25 minutes.

NP: Porcupine Tree - 4/3/05

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